Believing in the Dream

I can’t type for too long because It’s already 1:20 am here and I need to get as many hours of sleep as I can get before I attempt to wake up at 8 am *tear. Anyway, I have found a way to motivate myself. I was doing a better job at being more consistent with insanity at the beginning but lately i’ve been losing my motivation and haven’t worked out for 3 days!!! It feels like forever and I’m already feeling the difference of energy and self confidence and as I’m lying here trying to get to sleep, I turn on the tv (the noise helps me sleep sometimes) and I see an INSANITY infomercial! and I start watching. and I’m seeing all this crazy awesome progress and I’m thinking, If I jump back into super strong and dedicated, I can still get those crazy awesome results!! I just have to know that I can do it and push myself to my full extent. I’m NOT going to start over AGAIN, like I’ve always done, I’m going to take those losses of the days I missed and push myself harder than ever to make up for those lost days. The past is the past and there’s nothing I can do but push myself harder in the future. So tomorrow is Friday and so the Friday work out I will do, I will start to follow the elite nutrition much more closely as well and really see the results that I should see when I put in the effort to deserve it!! You know? You have you deserve it and when you do, you’ll get it. I mean for the ones like us, the ones who have to work hard to get the body they want, the ones who have to watch what they eat and work out and sweat but that’s what makes us beautiful. We have the strength. Keep going. I think that’s going to be my next tattoo. *Keep Going* or something along those lines. Send positive thoughts my way! I’m going to do this! <3